He reached for the 35, the way he always reached for the 35, and then his hand stopped about two inches short and just hung there in the cold air of the rack.
The 20 was on the bottom shelf. He had to bend his knees to get to it.
He stood back up with it, one in each hand, and his reflection in the mirror across the room was the same height it had always been.
He slid two more plates onto the left side and reached for a third before setting it back down on the floor with a soft clank. The kid two stations over had earbuds in but his eyes moved in the mirror. On the third rep the sound came from inside the knee - not loud, just present, the way a floorboard announces itself in a house you thought you knew, and he held the sled there at the halfway point with his palms flat against the grips.
Reva's plastic knee had a crack along the tibia and someone had wrapped one of the ligaments in electrical tape, the red kind. She pressed two fingers into the soft hollow below his kneecap - watching his jaw, and he straightened the leg and his jaw did the thing jaws do. She wrote something on the yellow pad without looking down at it.
The sheet was still warm from the printer and the top line said **0 lbs** in a font bigger than the rest. She set it face-up on the table and tapped the stick figure doing the heel slide - a little oval body, legs like a clock showing ten-to-two - and said, *start here*. He looked at it the way a man looks at a parking ticket he knows is his. She clicked her pen closed and slid it into her coat pocket, done.
The fluorescent tube above the stretching corner buzzed at one pitch and then another. He lay flat on the thin mat - the kind with the pebbled surface that leaves marks on your elbows, and moved one heel slowly toward his hip and back, toward his hip and back, lips doing the count in the dark of his own mouth. The 35s sat in the rack where they always sat. He didn't look at them once.
He folded the sheet along the stick figure's waist and tucked it inside the belt's inner pocket, where the velcro had gone the color of old wool and didn't catch anymore. The zipper snagged on the second tooth and he worked it back and tried again. On the highway the defroster pushed warm air against the bottom of the windshield and he drove with both thumbs resting easy on the wheel - the way his father had driven, all the way home.
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He reached for the 35, the way he always reached for the 35, and then his hand stopped about two inches short and just hung there in the cold air of the rack.
The 20 was on the bottom shelf. He had to bend his knees to get to it.
He stood back up with it, one in each hand - and his reflection in the mirror across the room was the same height it had always been.
He came back on a Tuesday, which wasn't his day, and took the mat from the same corner without being told. The buzzing tube had been replaced and the silence where it used to be was strange. He moved through the heel slides and then the others on the sheet, the ones past the stick figure, and when he got to the last one he held it the count of eight and then held it four more - lips moving, eyes on the water-stained ceiling tile with the brown ring shaped like a boot.
He set the 20s back in the rack on a Wednesday and took the 25s instead, not both, just the right one, and curled it eight times while the left hand held the upright.
The kid with the earbuds was doing something with a resistance band looped around the squat cage - stepping sideways like a crab, and he watched for a moment before looking back at his own hand on the bar.
At the front desk on the way out the woman asked if he wanted to renew the personal training package and he said no and then stood there another second and said actually, what days does Reva work.
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He reached for the 35, the way he always reached for the 35, and then his hand stopped about two inches short and just hung there in the cold air of the rack.
The 20 was on the bottom shelf. He had to bend his knees to get to it.
He stood back up with it - one in each hand, and his reflection in the mirror across the room was the same height it had always been.
The yellow sheet had a second page he hadn't noticed, folded behind the first, and he found it in the belt pocket on Thursday morning with a crease across the middle where it had doubled over on itself. The stick figures on this one were standing, both feet on the ground - arms out like they were asking a question. He did them in the kitchen in his socks, one hand on the counter where the toaster usually sat, the toaster having been moved without ceremony to the floor.
